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Eight Songs From The Tower

by Elijah Egbert

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Sometimes your love strikes like the wrath of God Sometimes it feels like a child Skinning cats––or crushing beetles in the sand Behind the garden shed In the summer before dinner Oh your fire is red––this severity descends Upon the heads of Plebeian peasant scum To cleanse the earth of all their sins Against you––your loving presence Never asked for anything more than clarity But I am guilty of some dark And festering tangling thing that Rots inside my stomach–– It goes on and on and a Throng surrounds me Holds me to the ground 'Til you with your sword And fire come down upon the scene Crushing skulls––and scattering tongues Destroying all that’s false and cold and cruel And in the glorious carnage––the Rain of blood and locust cast With awesome righteous certainty... Your sword it strayed and caught me in the chest. And what can I say when I’m dead?
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Pool of water, warm and muddy, Every day––the longer I wait; Since Trains and Bees and Christmas Trees And everything we loved has gone from the Earth. Oh how my ancestors spread The Word! From Babylon, to East Fort Worth... From whence this Wind did come I don’t know–– But still the moon Drifts by–– Schools of minnows swarm and slide Amidst the muck, but seldom do they touch; While meekly on Pacific shores We watch the sun descending in the West. Oh how my ancestors spread The Word, And how we’ve failed this most colossal test!
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Can you hold to Nothing? Can you let it go? Oh you had what you wanted, now you don’t. And it burns your conscience, And it grinds your bones, Cuz you had what you wanted, now you don’t–– And it burns! There’s a huge Light Nothing, and it’s everywhere! And it flows through your hands and your hair. Yes it burns your conscience, and it Gets your goat, Cuz it takes all you have and you don’t–– Understand!
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Boxing Day 03:13
What did I come here for? I just can’t get enough I suppose. So swaddling clothes again I dorn, And strike out for the farther shore. What did I come here for? I’ve lost the list of items to procure–– Of experiences I must not go without–– Of hoops and loops to turn to when in doubt. So I must set a gentle pace–– Lest I disturb my course. And trust unto my sleeping form, Until I do awaken. What should I go without? And what should I pursue for sure? And what are you––what’s the place you hold? When you cannot be forgotten? And what does tomorrow hold? If I can’t quite see through your front–– Well maybe it’s all me, Too tangled up in mine to see. And If we drift apart, And God forbid, we lose the will to see–– Remember that it’s still me, Though I might seem a distant ugly thing. And set a certain trap–– That you might win me back! And though we are imperfect things, May nothing be forgotten.
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Widow's Walk 02:16
Down where you are––be wary Deep below––you carry it And pass through walls Delivering The most peculiar things. Will you return––to me? Down where you are––don’t tarry there (Return with haste) Each moment counts for everything. (No time to waste) Strike for the shore–– Delivering Nothing more––to me I could not bear it! To see you gone From me.
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Geist 02:47
The cross and the portrait on the wall cast a shadow. A specter emerges from the page at my foot. Oh Ghost––I curse you! The lines of black ink that define you visage–– Appearing so cold. Your words stay right here–– While the moon is burning my skin. The dome of the heavens that Encircle my outpost, The sun and the stars Their rays play on the meadow. Your words stay right here As the glory does fade from your eyes! And your wounds are buried in the Earth–– As the moon burns your skin. Oh, how This dark rock feels So far away–– From anything else! And until I am buried in the earth, How I’ll long for my home!
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Trudging through the canyon floor I’m longing for my bones to join the ancient soil Exposed to me Creatures scarcely seen are studied Match them to their image in my pocket guide What else to find How do these mountains mirror me No path is laid beneath my feet Still many miles to go And no I am not everything No not all that I should be Carried away May I wander back It wouldn’t take so long at all Empty vessels line the counter Holler to the barren room when all have gone It won’t be long Till death does sever marriage bands Lingering stings––and the trembling hands Of a youthful lust Removed from us And no you are not everything No not all that you could be And what to call your own May you give it away To break the spell It wouldn’t take so long at all

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Recorded in Elk, Ca., on April 14th 2017

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released April 28, 2017

All songs written and performed by Elijah Egbert
Mastered by Jiro Lagac

The portrait was discovered in a pawn shop up in Placerville. The signature is unintelligible....if anyone knows the artist please let me know so I can give them credit!

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